Today work was short but intense. Which I regret cause it's pretty much all I have at the moment. If I don't work, I'm at home watching tv, I draw or write boring stuff. Cause nothing works out somehow. Whenever I feel like going out, the people I ask dont feel so, or they say they would but then refuse before anything could take place. If you know someone for 8 years and this person has maybe 30 minutes a week for you, eventhoug they work less than ever before, what the hell are you suposed to think? This is just one example. I wanna feel like I did one year before. I wasn't at my best, but I sometimes had a life. I do love my work but when your life is just about that something's wrong. Life should be about your sparetime in my view. But what do I know.
So, I draw a lot. And according to my drawings I ...

a) ... need a relationship

b) ... need a friend

c) ... need a hug

d) ... need sex

e) ... am insane

f) ... need a new pen

g) ... need my anti-depressiva

What do you think?

Anouncement

I changed the adress of this blog (and when you can read this you already know that)
;)

Images Of The Day ...

... & lazyness in perfection

Jamaika style meets..

... canadian style

Feeling Every Bone

Obviously I survived this week and it was hell. My wrists are fucked but I expected that. All the events went well, the VIPs were content and my boss was too. Im death tired coz I started every day at 06:45h and worked til at least 19:00h, mostly without any break.
Anyway, at the end of our shifts all the guys from the eventmanagement section sat down in the kitchen. And we started drinking and smoking in there, it was hillarious as its not allowed at all and u cant lock the the door, so we were always scared somebody who shouldnt see this could enter.
Right now I'm waiting for my pizza calzone (coz I deserve it!!) and I'll do absolutely nothing today but watching tv and lie on my bed. Where the hell is my pizza, it was supposed to be here 10 minutes ago...

So actually just wanted to say I'm back and that you might catch me online somewhere or in real life too (yes, I have one again).


*Edit*
There it is!! (was..)

boat trip

My scooter will be done on wednesday. Sucks coz I'd really would have needed it tomorrow. Gah!
Had a nice "day off" today, went to the doctor, then to my school to "show" I'm ill (got taped everywhere), then met a friend with who I headed to a tradeshow / fair and after that we went to to the lake and got her a job at the beergarden I used to work. Ow, and we went sailing, was pretty nice.

So tomorrow my very stressy week will start and btw I guess I wont be online til friday because i wont have much time and my dad is leaving for a couple days and I bet he'll take the notebook with him.

Summer, finally?

I guess the summer is finally here. At least I hope so, eventhough it makes me feel weird sitting in the sun at 20:00h. I bought a tan creme a few days ago which seems to be stupid as for now its hot and sunny. But I can sit in the sun for 15 minutes, I'll get a sunburn and a sunstroke but I dont get a tan.

Next week is going to be hell. I'll work from 07:30h to 21:00 (or longer), from tuesday to friday. And both my wrists aren't much better. That's why I decided not to go to school tomorrow, therefor I'll go see the doc and ask for some tapes I can wear at work (of course my parents mustn't know about that). Still have to write my school a mail, something like "I'll join a bit later, I gotta see the doctor" and then I'll show up anytime showing a piece of paper which says I'm ill for monday *muaha*. No really, I can hardly type or raise a cup of coffee with both hands (and I shouldnt do that anyway I guess).

Some ass slit my scooters tyre, damn this son of a bitch. I hope it will be fixed on monday coz I need it for work.

You Know ...

I dont mind anyone to comment (thats a hint!)
Not much to tell, besides work was stressy and I got somewhat smashed by my boss (but I gotta say she had her reasons and always stayed fair) several times, always followed by an apology ("See, I'm coming from the hotel / bar / pub sector...).
And it's amazing how many people actually take or took anti depressiva. Anyway, pictures: Took them yesterday after work

when I went to the mall I was looking for a parking lot for my scooter. Those are the two which were right next to mine. Yes ladies and gentlemen, the first one is fur! Faked leppard fur, I'm loving it. I guess it was (is?) a Yamaha or either a Peugeot Speedfight. The amazing thing: This scooter is always clean.
The second one's nothing special really, but I like that italian Vespa style (it's not a Piaggio, I dunno what it its supposed to be).
Alright, my dad needs the laptop again and I gotta take my medicine (got an "enourmous & dangerous lack or iron" as the my doc said). Maybe til laters, I'm on lateshift tomorrow.